Through these days, I've been asking a lot people what am I like, what do they think of me. I did this because I'm curious what do people think of me, I'm curious about how do they look and value me and also the position within them. Therefore, what I'm about to tell you all is those comment that people gives.

First of all, A LOT people said I'm stupid/idiot/low on IQ etc. This comment I seriously have no idea why. Oh well, the fact that I'm being stupid my friends get to laugh around why not? Secondly, I've been told that I'm funny and kinda weird in some way. Well, I can see this coming though, as I keep joking around. Then, there are also people said I'm an egoist, which I myself pretty much admit, having too much pride/dignity for a person causing a lot troubles to my friends (I'm seriously sorry >.<); some said I'm quite easy going, not hard to mix in as I'm socialize?(hehehe...)

Besides all those above things, being careless/clumsy is one of my personality too! I couldn't survive without my friends helping me, especially those in Swinburne. Meanwhile, got one group of friends, only that particular group said that I like to be "emo", self centered and "stubborn". Well, I seriously not being aware of being "emo" all the time as just sitting there being quiet or writing some lyrics is just me. I can't help to change myself into some other people would I? If so you all wouldn't be taking a liking of the ME you know of already would you?(xDD) As for self centered and stubborn, seriously, I would say its because of my egoism. Some how the decision I made is hard to change because of my "egoism" and being self centered because I thought what's good for you all and didn't take into account of the person's feelings (gain this nice info from a super good friend of mine! Thank you! xD).

That's all I get from. If you got any new things, please do come and tell me, I'd like to hear about it, because what's wrong to know more about yourself? xDD

不久以前，一早起床觉得有点不对劲，感觉身体不听使唤，头晕晕的，以为是刚起床所以才这样。刷牙洗脸了，走下楼梯想要喝杯水，不知道怎么就踏空了摔了一跤可好像没什么感觉这样，难道神经还没睡醒吗？我不管那么多，下去喝了水，跑上楼梯躺在床上，想要眯下眼睛休息休息，谁知道起来是已经晚上了，头发烧，连下床都没力了。

我老妈好心煮了晚餐，我心想还是下去吃吧，不然又要挨她骂了。吃完了，走上楼，看看一下电脑，看看可否有人找我，只见到我的msn断线了。为了不打扰那些在读书的朋友们，我就appear offline暗地里查看是否有人想我xDD

可能是我的错觉，不过好像那一天有个帅哥好像在暗示我为什么一整天不见了，他的msn的pm里面写着"did anyone realise that SOMEONE is already missing whole day? xD"。心里有点暗爽到这样，可是也没力气去应酬他，就爬到床上躺了。

躺在床上，很顺手的我就拿起在桌上的电话，看看有没有人找我。才发现到那些我在凌晨找的朋友们都回我信息了，只是早上回了他们一半我就KO了。有个几个靓女还蛮关心我的，特地打电话来问我怎么了（可能是因为我没回她），可是我没听到，还有一个跟我啰里啰唆说教我一些助眠的方法等等。

睡了一觉，在凌晨不知道是被msn吵醒还是自然醒，就看见又有一个美女找我，问我是不是appear offline。我还蛮惊讶的说，她怎么知道的？然后就跟我胡说了一大堆东西，但我觉得不是有事才找我，而是可能为了另一个晚上的事情觉得有点内疚，害我不敢online找人家谈天之类的？过了不久，又多一个死小孩想太多，问我昨晚找她干什么，是不是伊默之类的东西。当我跟她讲没有这种事情的时候，她好像还蛮失望的，唯恐天下不乱吗？你那种过分期待心让我感到不安，是关心，还是鸡婆。xDDD

第二天，人呢，就比较好了，可是还是头晕晕的。我很享受那种给人关心的感觉，就因为这样我还是消失了一整天一直到凌晨。这时有点失望的说，怎么连个鬼影都没看到的？那个帅哥的pm换掉了，我那时还有点gek diok~ 算了，上下facebook看看，只看到一个白痴说要被糖果之类的东西压死算了因为考试压力太大。另外还有两个客串的来帮忙她spam她的wall，其中一个就是昨晚msn问我是不是 appear offline的美女。

第三天，我好了，我好心online下，希望有人会问我怎么消失那么久，我还真他妈期望太高了，去问一个靓仔有否想我，他说他还比较想念时间。天哪~~ 心碎了~~不过算了，谢谢那些关心我的人，让我有那么一小段时间爽到，那些没关心我的，你们。。。。还是算了吧！哼！